Faith, Hope, and Love.

Tonight I’m gonna give in one last time. Rock you strong in these arms of mine. Forget all the regrets that are bound to follow. We’re like fire and gasoline. Im no good for you, you’re no good for me. We only bring eachother tears and sorrow. But tonight…I’m gonna love you like there’s no tomorrow…

I don’t see you laugh, you dont call me back, but you kiss me when you’re drunk.

I don’t know your friends, don’t know where you’ve been. Why are you the one I want?

You may not want me as much as I want you, but I’m okay with that. We may not be in a “relationship” but we are still together, and, for now, that’s good enough for me. I may not be in love, but I care more than anyone ever could. I would do absolutely anything for you, that, I promise. You’re perfectly imperfect in my eyes, baby, and I would never want it any other way. Nothing that happens will ever make me think any less of you. You’re amazing baby, and I’m definitely willing to wait for you <3 

I woke up at 5 am crying, when I dont have to get up until 7, and I have no idea why. I get on Facebook and find out my boyfriend either needs a place to stay, or he’s going to jail. I try to fall back asleep, but I couldn’t fall back asleep, so I cried in bed for 2 hours for no reason. Then, at 7 I start getting ready for school. While straightening my hair I burn my forehead. Not even 10 minutes later I burn my finger. Then, I head to the elementary school for ready set teach where i dealt with first graders for 2 hours. Upon leaving ready set teach, my tire blows. So, I wait outside for 20 minutes until my dad shows up to fix my tire. I get to school and remember I have a test and I didnt do my review for it. After school, I head to my boyfriends house, hoping he’ll make my day better. I get there, and, even though we had plans, he isn’t there, and wont be back until late. So I leave to go get my tire, alone. I sit alone at Discount Tire for an hour. Go home. Eat food, that ended up making me absolutely sick. Get yelled at. And now, I’m here, telling you about my completely horendous Tuesday.